Choices

I'm changing. . .

And I don't know how to be.

I cannot stay the same.

For the sameness is exhausting,

and I won't be the same,

for these changes are to be,

all this and more,

I know will be for me.

I see the choices,

I feel them coming.

These changes for me I choose,

or maybe they choose me?

Nevertheless,

they are,

and will be,

for me.

Of this I do not know,

but it matters not to me,

for they are to be,

these choices that are for me.

Infinite and Ineffable discoveries,

but few choices abound.

Or so that it always seemed. . .

I'm making inevitable choices,

But they don't choose me.

We exist together,

this light and darkness,     

and now I know it is.

I am the Light,

and I am the Darkness,

and of these things are me.

I love the warm Light,

and I love the cold Darkness.

Oh, how I do love them,

both, yes, you see.

I love them both,

because they seem,

the very same to me.

I am Timeless here,

in this state I'm in,

and all that it seems.

We are timeless together,

the Light and Darkness,

and all that they seem.

Together we exist,

to balance and to limit.

Everything and nothingness,

or so it appears to me.

Separate we were confused.

Together we are complete,

yes, this Light,

and Dark and me.

Together we seem so final,

so complete and agreed.

How lovely now it is to see,

all the good that is to be.

Soft voices from the light,

and good feelings, too,

and beauty,

and love,

and everything that may be true.

Nothingness,

from the darkness,

except for the forlorn.

Voices I no longer want to hear.

Those sad voices that say,

"You need me no more."

Everywhere is the light,

of loving warmth that soothes.

My body, mind, soul,

and Spirit,

all, now joined as one.

Finally now together,

they can all move as one.

Together in the goodness,

of that right Bright Light,

we flourish and we finally see,

all that we are now,

and all that I want to be.

I see these visions,

in my all journeys,

and in all of my dreams.

They are beautiful,

and never ending,

and they are Infinite,

and they are Ineffable

now, that I do see.

They are my choices.

Yes, all these are for me,

even if I don't know why,

they are what they will be.

They are all my Inevitable choices,

and I choose them for me.

They are my bright destiny,

these sweet choices that I see.

They are my beautiful dreams,

from my journeys that are to be.

I'm beginning to see the Light,

oh, of this I have dreamed.

I'm beginning to see the Light,

and it is what it seems.

The darkness,

was once my old friend,

or though I thought

it seemed.

Though, in the Light

I see more now,

now that I dream.

I see in the beauty of the Light,

it's now so clear to me,

I see the beauty of my changes,

and all that I allow for me.

I now know this is to be, though,

it did not always seem.

All this,

and more,

is God's gift to be.

All this and more,

all, for my beautiful me.

TC,
Michael

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